Roller Coaster.

Still on the roller coaster.

Still wondering if things will work out.

Still looking for a job.

Still hoping for support.

Still touched by the B everyday.

Still lonely.

Still without health insurance.

Still with camping food in the cupboard.

Still hopeful.

Still needing closeness.

Still crying, sometimes in public.

Still talking to myself when I'm walking B.

Still understanding little when others talk.

Still frantically thinking of solutions.



Now with concerning-ly little money.

Now increasingly sad and angry.

Now starting to ask some difficult questions.

Now remembering some of my rights.